MS Mom

Amazing mothering 2 beautiful wonderful children who are so incredibly different. Fuck wish I wanted to talk about them but all I want to do is talk about how frustrated I am. I need changes but none of the changes I'm hoping food look like they will come about! Grr! Muy body feels strange and My mind isn't much better. I need some r&r and there it's no hope of that anytime soon. Self care is tough when you have no energy for it. I'm taking on to much and not getting much support when I'm asking for help. Drives me mad but not sure hope to change it? Need money. Lots if money. Tired of people making out like it's our fault and if we only worked harder it would be different. Unfair and untrue. Fucking MS takes so much and so much off that loss is unnoticed by others. Over 10 years living with ms resulted in huge financial losses for me. I don't consider myself someone who bases life on monetary accomplishments but Christ even I gave wants. Want to do ri

So little blogging so little time perhaps? I'm not sure time had been the issue however. I kind of feel like I pigeon holed myself by making my blog about my MS and had a hard time writing about other stuff. I think I'm going to try to start blogging more often, though that's easier said then done. Thoughts for tonight? Tired, worn out, happy, thinking more clearly, lots on my to do list. Praying hubby's new job starts soon and things start to pick up for us when that happens.